Ok...so Mike's been really nice to me. Talking to me and being concerned about my health. He's called me on his break from work a few times. And I want to be mad at him...bc he really pissed me off. But I can't. I just can't be mad at him. I do love him. With him everything is(was) different that any guy before. Its not that "oh I <3 so and so". And I was talking to his best friend the other night who has been my rock through everythin with him, bc he's the only one who knows what I'm going through and we vent to each other. The other night I told him Mike called me and hes goes "SWEET" then I told him Mike got all happy and smiled when Rene(Mike's sister) was talking to me and he told her to tell me HI smiled again and went to his room. His best friend said "aww" and I go "you want me and him to get back together, dont you?" He said "YES!!" and I asked why and he said "because you 2 are perfect for each other" then I asked if Mike was happy with his ex gf or me and he "U!!!" lol He's his best friend...I think he knows when Mike is happy. :-/
Love isn't an obligation...just bc you've been with someone for over a year...doens't mean you have to stay with them; espeically if in your heart you want another person. If your dating someone: its one thing to wonder if theres someone out there whos better for you...but if you can put a face to that thought...you're not with the right person. (that was told to Mike when we still worked together by someone who we also worked with who saw the was he talked about me before she ever met me.)
Also yesterday, I went to the place where I used to work(where I met Mike) and the guy we used to work told me AGAIN that we are going to get married and something about the way he looks at me.
Why do men have to be so, so, so damn predictable?? Like all men are the same...and so damn confusing?? He's happy with me...but yet he wont do anything about it. Like he dont want to be happy. :-/ :-/ :-/ :-/
Theres my vent for the morning!!! hehe
(PS - Mike is not his real name...I don't want to put his real name)