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Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 06:41 pm All you need is a deck of cards...
A Woman once said that a Man is like a deck of playing cards...
You need:

A heart to love him...

A diamond to marry him...

A club to smash his fucking head in...


A spade to bury the bastard!!!
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Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 12:00 pm (no subject)
Current Mood Swing is: : cynicalcynical

"To everything, there is a reason" Ecclesiastes 3:1

"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

Erik was in my life for a reason, and I'm thinking that reason was to show me who I really am and that people love me for me the way I am. But that reason is proven and he's gone. It's over. If he wants to be with an immature high school girl, thats his perogative. I'll go get me a man. And one who isn't in it for the nookie, bc I'm not going to spread my legs for the first guy who 'says' he loves me. Erik's being a complete fucking asshole and I did not do anything to him to deserve being treated like this. I'm done, over him. He pushed me out of his life and he's pushing his other friends out if his life...one day he's going to look around and have no friends and wonder what the hell happened. But its his life...and I'm done trying to be a part of it.


*EDIT - I dont know now - EDIT*
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Mar. 5th, 2005 @ 04:03 pm (no subject)
I loathe this song very much... Everytime I hear it I think of how much I love Paul and I feel that I have been used. I don't think he's ever gonna call me and this song is like a slap in the face to me. I think I am just going to give up on trying to be happy and just give up on love... It seems that everytime I fall for someone I end up fall into my pillow with tears........

I don't stop breathing every time the phone rings
My heart don't race when someones at my door
I've almost given up thinkin' your ever gonna call
I don't believe in magic anymore.

I just don't lie awake at night
Asking God would get you off my mind
It's getting better all the time
It's getting better all the time.

Yeah, I got to work on time again this morning
This old job is all that I got to live
And no one even noticed I'd been crying
At least I don't have whisky on my breath.

Yeah, I think I'm gonna make it
'Cause God won't make a mountain I can't climb
It's getting better all the time
It's getting better all the time.

God, I hope your happy
Girl, I wish you well
I just might get over you
You can never tell.

I always thought that I'd do something crazy
If ever saw you out with someone else
But when the moment came last night
I couldn't say a word, I stood there in the dark all by myself.

Yeah, I could of said a million things
All I did was keep it locked inside
It's getting better all the time
It's getting better all the time.

It's getting better all the time...

By: Brooks and Dunn
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Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 12:27 pm wow
Current Mood Swing is: : curiouscurious
What's in our heads...: random songs on my ghetto windows media player
Hey everyone this is someone that hates most... ok wait... almost all men with a massive firey passion. They suck. I am sick of being used by them and I am sick of being hurt by them. It isn't worth it anymore so I think that I am just going to give up on men or start hurting them back. Who votes for what??

Vote A: Forget all men and move on in life without them.

Vote B: Hurt them all back because they suck big time.

Please vote it will help alot.
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Feb. 27th, 2005 @ 02:03 pm (no subject)
who needs a man when you got your girls?? i used to think me...but last night made me realize how much I do miss him and how much he means to me and how lonely I am. But it's like I'm nothing to him...yet he still gets 'that' look on his face when he hears my name. I don't get it...and I can't handle it anymore...I can't do this anymore. This life...I can't. I'm done.
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 03:47 pm MEN JOKES!!!
Current Mood Swing is: : jubilantjubilant









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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 01:50 pm (no subject)
A girl asked a guy if she was pretty, he said no. The girl asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said no. She asked him if he'd cry if she left, he said no. She heard enough; As she started to walk away he grabbed her arm and said "Wait!" You aren't pretty, You're BEAUTIFUL- I don't want to be with your forever, I NEED to be with you forever- I wouldn't just cry if you left, I'd DIE! ((I dont think Prince Charming could even be that sweet</3))
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 01:38 pm Love is not...
Love is not cutting yourself to make the pain go away...
Love is not stalking him and his new girl...
Love is not always patient and kind...
Love is not calling him hours on end when you know he's with his boys...
Love is not jealous...
Love is not an obligation...
Love is not a lie...
Love is not just a one night stand...
Love is not faking a pregnancy to keep your man...
Love is not dirty deeds to get him back...
Love is not making up people to make him jealous...
Love is not sleeping with him just to keep him...
Love is not making him choose you or his best friend...
Love is not staying together because you've been together for years...
Love is not insecure...
Love is not hitting on other guys...
Love is not getting mad at eachother over stupid things...
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 01:17 pm Love is when...
love is when you can't sleep because you can't stop thinking about them
love is when you cant talk cuz you're afraid you're gonna say something stupid
love is when you barely move cuz you're scared you will do something dumb
love is when you stare at the phone for hours hoping that they'll call
love is when the only thing that makes you feel better is there smile
love is when people can say anything to you or about you and you just dont care
love is when you get online and you sit there for hours and wait to finaly talk to them
love is when you find someone that you can tell everything and you're sure they wont make fun of you
love is when you just wake up with makeup running down your face from crying & he says your beatiful
love is when they would do anything to see u smile
love is when there dying and the last thing they want is to hear ur voice one last time
love is when every song reminds u of them
love is when he goes to florida and before he leaves he has to see you one last time
love is when he goes to the ER with you because he knows your scared
love is when he wipes away all your tears
love is when he kicks someone's ass because he called you a hoe
love is when he puts his life on hold to be with you
love is when he hides in your closet when daddy came home early
love is when he texts you sweet dreams when he gets off of work
love is when you are the first one he calls when he gets off the plane
love is when you go out of town for two weeks and he cant promise he wont think of you
love is when his best friend says you two are perfect for each other
love is when he sings the bod commercial with you
love is when you can say anything crazy and you know he'll still love you
love is when you have already been accepted by his family
love is when his family is your family
love is when he calls you ten times in one day because he's thinking about you
love is when he breaks up with his gf and waits 5 months for you
love is when he makes you laugh when your down
love is when he................
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 12:38 pm Cameras...Lights...Action!!!!
Current Mood Swing is: : excitedexcited
What's in our heads...: anything but mine by dead sexy kenny chesney
Well... I haven't talked to Paul in two days!! I talked to him two days ago(obviously!!) when I got my new cell phone. I am on a bowling league friday nights at Bowl One and his mom, dad, sister and brother-in-law are all on the league too, so he's always up there. So Im hoping that tonight we can talk, but i don't know cuz it seems like every time we try to talk someone has to interupt us. So i am excited for bowling. Ohh... and now i find out that Josh, Mary's(Paul's sister) fiance, likes me. How could he do that to her?? And i guess Paul knows... I always wondered why he didn't like Josh talking to me... but now that I know this, Im not sure how to act around Josh... we always mess around at the bowling alley... like when we bowled against eachother we would be stupid and sing as we were bowling!! That's when Id get my strikes... Having nothing in my head but the song i was singing at the moment!
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